March 2001
march 1
My dad thinks someone is going to come to the house and steal his beer stuff, so he hides it all on the
side of my bed, and the rest of us have to hide in the house. I hide on Gina's bed, but the mattress and
everything is placed on top of me so no one can see me. I get tired of hiding so I get up to peek outside.
Sure enough there are these scary looking guys who are talking about how to get into the house. I check
on the side of my bed to see if my dad's stuff is still there and it is. I am babysitting these two little girls
who look a lot like Cabbage Patch dolls. Maria starts playing with one of them, and the other one insists
that I give her piggy back rides all around the house. Mark, Dana, and Maria and I are in Mark's truck,
and he is driving us to his house. On the way there, this fire truck nearly runs us over. Mark is all mad
and complaining about it, and when we get to his house, the fire truck is there. He runs inside, and he
starts yelling that his mother was in some sort of an accident with a chainsaw. Dana and Maria go in right
away, but I kind of hesitate because I know it will be gross. I finally go inside and everyone is kind of
standing around. His mother is there and she looks all right but there is all this blood splattered on one
of the walls so I get upset and run out of the house. Maria runs out after me to see what's wrong. There is
a Halloween party going on at my house, and my relatives from Vacaville are there (although in the dream,
they were still living in Vallejo). It makes sense at the time because everyone is a little bit younger. I think
Mark is there and we are trying to get goody bags ready for all the kids. There are these weird plates
with the Batman symbol on it, and we sign signatures as Batman and Robin.
march 2
I'm at school and there are these girls following me around because they want to fight me for some reason.
I go into this room that's supposed to be a bathroom but it's like one of those fitting rooms at department
stores. I'm hiding in one of the stalls and I'm peeking through at the girls, and they are standing around
talking about me. I finally decide to just go out there and we get into some kind of argument but they don't
do anything. I'm back at graduation, and I'm up in the balcony area of the Creative Arts building. Everyone
else has gone down the stairs, and I can hear them talking and laughing. I'm looking all around because
there is blood all over everything, and all over me. I move to go down the stairs, and I see they are covered
in blood too. It looks like people covered in blood slid down the rail. I'm in my bedroom having a fight with
Gina, and we are yelling and throwing books and things at each other, and my dad has to come in and
break it up. I'm hanging out with Maria and Rose, and we're driving around at night over by Hillview. There
is some kind of concert/party thing that I'm at, and I see Dana there with a whole bunch of her other friends.
She's really surprised to see me (in the dream, she's embarrassed because she didn't invite me to go
along with her) and so she's just kind of babbling about how many people she got to come. It's dark except
for all of these flashing lights, and I can see people sitting down at tables and eating. There's a party at
a house that is a cross between my house and my grandmothers house, and there are these huge tables
covered in food. There is this garlic bread that is really good, and so I keep on eating, even though my mom
gets mad at me for eating too much. I am getting dressed for the prom, but my dress is too low in the front
so I am searching for some kind of undershirt that is the same shade as my dress so people won't really
be able to tell.
march 7
I'm in this place that looks like a big school auditorium, but there is a big movie screen up in the front. I am sitting in the back with Dana, Maria, Mark, and Rose. There is some kind of problem getting a movie to play so everyone in the place is yelling and complaining and running around. All of us start wandering around up towards the front of the theater, and there is this weird dark stage behind the screen. I lose everyone except for Rose, and the two of us walk around the place. I see a few people who were in my English class last semester. There is a second floor of the theater, so we both go up there. It has a really weird, scary feeling about it, so we leave right away, and go back and sit down. We are the only two left sitting down in the back, there's tons of people conglomerating in the front. I'm at home and we are babysitting Johnathan. I am sitting in the green recliner and I see there is a Chucky doll face down on one of the pillows. I get my mom's attention, and point to it, and I say "I thought you guys got rid of it." And she was like "So?" I was starting to get all creeped out and everyone just kind of laughed at me. There were a couple of other dolls around the house. I'm in some kind of a locker room, and getting all of these necklaces out of this one locker. I'm trying to do it secretly because there are all these people around, and I think they might want to steal the necklaces. When I am just finishing getting the necklaces out, a group of guys comes in. I know they are a gang who are about to fight with this other group of people in the locker room, so I run out right away. I have this weird little booth in Small World Park, and Rose is hanging around. I have my necklaces on display because I am supposed to be selling them. A guy comes along and steals this one necklace that has a big, shiny red heart. I am mad at him at first and then he tells me it's a birthday present for his mother and he doesn't have money to buy anything. I am walking around in some building that I think is school at first, looking for an ATM. It turns into a restaurant, and I see Angelica at one table and Derek at another. Angelica calls out to me, "So did you go to Olive Garden or something?" And I look in my hand, and I'm carrying a weird glass mug that says "Olive Garden" in fancy letters. In the dream I had been there and accidentally carried the glass out or something. So she and her friends start laughing at me, and Derek just kind of gives me a weird look as I pass by him. Then the place turns into a bookstore, and I'm wandering around the back by one of the windows. There is this kinda cute, geeky looking guy outside, and he asks me if I can tell him the names of some of the books. I read them and ask him why he won't come inside. "I can't find the door" he says, and so I kind of point the general direction he should go in. I told him I would wait for him so we could go shopping together and he said all right, so I hung around the entrance waiting, but he never came.
march 11
I'm seeing something about this guy who gets some of his classmates into their gym, and it's all dark and weird. There's four of them, and they are supposed to walk across the gym, but he did something with the floor so that they would walk off of it, fall down, and die. All of a sudden I'm in this place that's in the back of LMC. There's this weird doctor with pointy hair and glasses, and he's setting up something that looks kind of like a playground, only it's really dangerous. There are these swings that you have to jump onto and hold with your hands because they are really high up, and these weird things that you slide off of, but if you're not careful there are these spiky things that will cut you. There's a whole bunch of people milling around from both LMC and Pitt. I see Dana and a couple of other girls all talking friendly with the doctor and so I think it is my chance to get away. I run off, and I go into a building that looks somewhat like c-side. I'm looking for a bathroom, but when I get into what I think is the bathroom, it's really this huge, vast room. There is this kind of altar in the middle, and this tall, skinny old man is sitting in the middle of it and mumbling to himself. It looks kind of like a church. The building is like a maze but I finally find a way out. While looking around, I see Hannah and we start to run back to where the old guy is because if he finds out we're missing he'll do something bad to us. I'm in Creative Writing and I'm up in the front, trying to read something, but I can't because there is some girl who plays a few notes on this tiny piano whenever I try to speak. I'm in my house getting ready to go to some concert and I keep on changing my clothes. I finally decide on this dark green top that looks like the pink one with the ribbons that I have. I'm supposed to go to the concert with someone (?) and for some reason they can't go, and I'm trying to convince my parents that I can go by myself. I'm in Red Lobster and I'm looking all around for Maria, and I finally find her sitting in the way back.
march 15
I am at the movies with Maria, and I have these two guns with me. I give one of them to her in case something happens. We have to sit apart for some reason, and I leave near the end of the movie to go use the bathroom. The bathroom looks like the ones over on e-side of Pitt, and all the doors to the stalls are painted pink. There's no windows or anything in there, and the door is closed, but the stall doors are all flying back and forth as if there's a wind. The place is scary and I go to the last stall but someone runs into the bathroom to hurt me so I somehow leave. When I get back to where the movie is, everyone is leaving because the show is over. I meet up with Maria and we're leaving when I realize I left one of the guns back where I was sitting. I go back to the seat where I was, and there is this girl with dark blonde hair sitting there. I tell her I left something but she won't let me by to get it. I am at my grandma's house, and there is this cute Chevy Belair from the 50's across the street. I go over to it, and Dean (who is someones younger brother in the dream, I don't know who) is driving, so he takes me to my house and we sit around and hang out. We have a whole shelf full of Austin Powers videos. There's some dog on the other side of the fence in the backyard, and I'm encouraging Bo to bark at it when the fence breaks open and the two of them start fighting and run through the house, chasing each other.
march 19
I'm in a math class that is being taught by the dad on "Sister, Sister" and I am late for some reason. I'm late and I finally slink in to my seat, which is in the way back left corner, and Tia and Tamera are both sitting near me. That kid who plays Roger comes in a few minutes later and he's being all loud and annoying and stuff. I'm driving to school (I think Dana is in the passenger seat) and on the way we see Maria and Drew in the car next to us. We all meet up on the ground floor because we have to get to the same class. There is a long, swirly flight of stairs up, but we wait for the elevator in this big crowd of people which includes my mom, Greg, and James Gandolfini. The door to the elevator finally opens, and we move to get in, but this huge group of people out of nowhere comes up and runs into the elevator. The two groups start fighting and stuff. I get so annoyed I finally yell really loud, "Screw it!" And start to run up the flight of stairs. I'm at home with my mom and Rose, and we're watching this thing about this big store in Beverly Hills. They have this contest where you get to go on a date with Rob Lowe if you can resist buying this really sexy poster of him, and on the TV they're showing Courtney Love on this ladder, trying to get at the poster they have in the front window of the store. Maria is in my living room, and she takes off her shirt for some reason, but it's bad because she isn't wearing a bra or anything. Greg comes up and tries to hug her.
march 26
I'm hanging out in front of the school with Dana, Mark, I *think* Maria and Kristine comes up to us. She is wearing this long yellow and orange dress, and acting all goofy, tripping all over herself. We're kind of all talking together, and this really good-looking popular guy comes over and tries to convince Kristine to go join him and these other guys. I'm not sure what happens but he gets really angry and he tries to attack and rape her and so the rest of us are trying to keep them separated. I'm this college dorm building and there's this room full of guys on the second floor trying to get this one woman to go up there with them. I know that they want to get her up there and rape her, so I convince her to pretend that she's on the phone and there's been some emergency at her house with a fire. I'm laying on a bed next to the guy who tried to hurt Kristine and I'm asking him why he tries to do things like that, and he tells me some really sad touchign story that makes me feel bad for him and I hug him and stuff. I'm in a class and they think that someone has a gun, so they are searching everyone. While they're searching, we can't carry anything around with us so I have to give the book I'm reading, Stephen King's "The Dead Zone" to Jason to hold on to.
march 27
There's some kind of play going on in the Creative Arts building at Pitt. Instead of the regular theater seats in there, the chairs are all the metal folding kind. Rose and I are in the play, but all we do is lay down in a row with these other people. Everyone has on different neon-colored bracelets and necklaces. Jennifer comes up to us to hand us more. I'm driving with Maria down this road, and something has happened so that no one is at school. All these little businesses and shops along the road are opening, and they all have big, bright and colorful signs. I mention something about how that's a good business move. We finally stop at this one shop, or whatever it is. We have to climb up these bleachers, and the top row is separated from the others by quite a long distance. Maria gets on it okay, but I kind of fall between the area. There is a guy at the bottom of the bleacher throwing all these dodge balls at us and I keep on getting hit in the head. There's some kind of party going on at my house and John Cusack is there and everyone keeps telling him how good looking he is. I keep on trying to flirt with him but it's not easy because I'm carrying Jonathan around with me.
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I'm on my prom/senior trip [In the dream, it's the same thing, or place, whatever]. It's in this hotel that has 66 floors, and so I'm in the elevator with this guy and this girl. The elevator is all dark and scary and stuff. When we get out of the elevator we walk right into the middle of this huge party. I get home but my house has turned into my grandma's house.
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I'm at the video store trying to return a tape. I share an account with Mark, Maria and Eileen. I see Eileen and her mom in front of the video store as I'm walking in. The tape is some porno. I look down at my shoe and there's toilet paper stuck to it. I'm looking at my "Magic Book" [note to everyone: This is an actual book I have from when I was a kid, this story book that was personalized with my name, it's pretty cool] because it's in this huge box at a store. The box also has a bunch of my old letters in it.
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