May 2002
may 4
I am at school, taking a shower. But I'm not in a locker room, I'm up on the third floor, in some weird glass room that I can kind of see through the shower curtain so I hurry up and finish. Unfortunately my towel (a bright red one) is all the way across the room, so I have to ask this girl to bring it over for me. As I dry off and step out, there is this sorority group and their teacher (?) who need to use the room, and the teacher promises they'll be done soon. So instead of hiding out somewhere, I start walking around in just my towel. People start yelling and making fun of me, either calling me "slut" or saying I'm too ugly to walk around in just a towel. I'm walking around on the first floor and I start talking this teacher who is supposedly really popular but somehow I know that he's a neo-nazi. Then I'm in my backyard with a group of people, and we're all sitting in and around the hot tub, which is shaped like a couch (?). One of the guys is talking about the cafeteria workers at school, and how he got one of them fired. I'm in a huge, crowded elevator in a dorm (?) and when we finally reach the floor, a nun welcomes us into the place. I go to the room that's mine, but there are some people in there: one guy in the corner talking on the phone, Stanley, and some guy who was in an English class with me a long time ago. I go to put my stuff down on a bed, but there's already a purse and a notebook on it. I leave the room and end up in my grandma's family room, where there are a bunch of people I go to school with (?) and my dad. The English class guy is there, and everyone is making fun of him because he bought the same red white & blue gloves as a skiing star (?). It's Christmastime and my dad is pointing over to where my present is, but I can't find it. I pick up this one plastic grocery bag that I can see has chocolate (huge Herschey's kisses) inside, and he yells at me, saying that that bag is for my birthday. He points again, and finally I get my present - more chocolate - which is under this silver platter. Everyone in the room is kind of embarrassed for my dad yelling at me and he says something about me going to change, or become (?) soon. I'm at home, getting ready for school in the morning, and Rose and her mother come over.
may 9
I'm with someone, and they're going to cut off one of my lips. They tell me to choose but I can't decide. Then I was pregnant (a couple of months) and I was trying to tell my mom but I knew she was gonna freak out.
may 10
My family lived in San Francisco, and we're out walking whem my sister and I decided to go back to our apartment. The inside looks exactly like our house. We're in the living room when this gangster is trying to get in, because he thinks someone he hates lives there. We go hide in a back room.
may 13
I'm examining a wooden wheel that's in my backyard. I get a splinter so I go into the bathroom to take it out with some tweezers. I pull it out and there are these long, thin caterpillars coming out. I am grossed out and am quickly pulling them out as fast as I can. Then I'm in a place that's a combination of my living room and a music store (maybe Rock Bottom). I have this entire rack set aside of CD's I want to buy. I see this girl I go to school with and we're talking about the Mulholland Drive soundtrack. At my computer are ?some girl? and Hayden Christiansen. We have a history class together, and they're working on a project. He brings me a map they printed that we need for a presentation.
may 21
My mom has the kitchen redecorated, and it's really pretty except for the floor. I fix it by scraping my shoes on this weird paint-rolly thing, and then roll across the floor, which puts a bunch of pretty designs on: butterflies, hearts, and other stuff. Sheryl Crow is there.
unknown
There is a guy at my house who might be a murder suspect, but we're not sure because we can't see his face (he's wearing a weird outfit with a veil type thing going on). I go online to report him to the police. I'm at a jail helping out this woman who was wrongly accused, and when I sneak her out, we run to this car we are using for getaway. A detective is driving. I'm at a movie premiere with these two girls, because I and another one know a guy who's in it. The other one will die if she says anything bad about the movie so she keeps gushing about how good it is. There is a hot tub inside my house, and I'm about to get in when Rose comes over. We read our horoscopes in the back of the TV guide, but they don't have the little symbols, and this annoys her.
may 28
I'm back at the Word Fest, and it's being held with both the drama and the creative writing classes. I was down on the stage because I was supposed to be reading this girls poems for her, but the teachers got into an argument about it, since the girl was there. One of them finally says, "At least I'm not the one who got fired," and the other gets so mad she throws a chair around. They finally both sit down and I'm about to start reading but the girl has one of her guy friends do it instead. I'm too embarrassed to get off the stage so I hide behind my old computer desk (why it was there I don't know), and play with these little figurines on it. I go up onto the stairs to talk to one of the teachers (the one who threw the chair, because she was really upset). When the Word Fest is over this guy hands me his water bottle to throw away and I say "As if, that's not my job." I go down onto the stage to get my backpack - it's on a table with a bunch of other pink backpacks. I'm walking around in front of the cafeteria and I run into Rose, who has just come from a dance. I am with a family - the mom, dad, and little kids: boy and a girl. I am mainly supposed to be babysitting the girl. I think we are going to the Coffee Cavern but it ends up being a chinese restaurant. I don't remember ordering, and I get a dish I don't want to eat: it's mixed white rice, noodles, and ketchup. I'm at my grandma's house, going into the bathroom, and the hallway is dark. My grandma comes in, wearing a nightgown and carrying a bunch of sheets and blankets to put in the hall closet. She tells me that when I'm in the hallway, I should always turn on the light.
may 29
My mom and I are at Hollywood Video picking up some movies. I have a lot - about nine - but I keep picking up this other random stuff they have for sale. I end up putting a lot of it back, because my mom wanted to get a couple of movies also (To Die For, other stuff) and I didn't have enough money for the extra things. I am at home, and first I'm talking to Rose about the people she's going to invite to her graduation party. Then Maria is there, and we're talking about how David Bowie is hot, and about some party she's going to have.
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