June 2002
june 7
I'm in high school, and there's a bunch of people in one classroom. We're all sitting in the back two tables, watching something on a TV, and there's no teacher around. There is this one old man who has this book he wrote about dream interpretation, and I wanted him to figure out what one of mine meant. He didn't really want to but said he would for ten dollars, so I handed him a twenty. He doesn't get the chance to tell me about it because someone comes along and I get in trouble for it. I'm with Rose and another girl, and we cut out early. I'm at home, in the backyard, with my family. We are watching Bo, a horse, and ?some smallish animal? run around. My dad had gotten into an argument with a guy who lived on his street, because my dad yelled at him when the guy beat up his wife and kids, and the guys pants had fallen down and everyone saw it. The guy gets into the backyard behind ours and starts yelling at us so we have to run into the house and hide. We are at my grandma's house and she and my mom are talking about the man's wife, and my grandma says she's "dirty." I'm at school and I open what is supposed to be my locker, but it's really this huge fridge. On each shelf are stacks of things - purses, eyeglass cases, candles, and more - that I had gotten from a girl online, because I was trying to sell them for her. I was trying to figure out how to get in touch with her because I didn't want to be responsible for the stuff anymore. I thought I still had an e-mail from her in my computer, but my list of e-mails was over 300 and I didn't want to search through all of it. I'm at my house at night, and I had left my purse outside from when the guy chased us in, and I need it but won't go out. My dad goes in the backyard and passes it to me through the bathroom window. It's after dark and I'm lying on my mom's bed when she comes in and asks if I'm still going to the Oscars with them (my family). I rush and get ready, and we wind up at the Olive Garden. Hannibal Lecter is there. I make some woman mad because I somehow ruin her meal so I have to apologize when she gets her new food.
june 19
There are these two college guys living down in my brothers room. They're moving out and so they're cleaning the room up. My dad yells at them about all of this gross food they have, and they throw it away. They leave me this big entertainment center, but when I open it I see a bunch of foil packages with very old, rotten food inside. I'm at school, and my parents bed is there. I'm sitting on it with two girls in a back room that's supposed to be hidden. A bunch of other people try to come along and hang out with us. There are guards who come and go occasionally. I'm at school in the morning, and my class is supposed to start at 10, and it's only 9. I'm in a parking lot with Maria, my dad, my grandpa, and a guy who is supposed to be my older brother. We're being chased by this group of people all around and are trying to figure out how to get away. My 'brother' and I take this pickup truck and drive around for awhile, then we try on a couple of bicycles. We think about taking this one weird, bright blue car but there are no windows. Maria is driving the pickup now and we go over to her and put our bikes in the back. We're on our way home but we're still being followed. We start driving off-road to some house that we own (?) out in the middle of nowhere. Dana and I are IM'ing each other, and she tells me about a strange message she got from a guy earlier and wanted my help with it. She brings her computer and everything over, and sets it up on the dining room table. I'm looking at a bunch of family pictures with my mom and grandma. One family was a mother-daughter and a father-son group who met up in the army. The parents fell in love and the step-siblings did too. My mom and grandma talk about how they want to set up Rose with some other girl, but they'll have to give them some kind of card to pay for their meals. My mom says how the army family got theirs for free. We're having a big party in the backyard but we can't use the pool because the water is gross, green and brown colored. There is a little wooden fence around it, but still one kid decides to jump in. He gets covered in algae and things so he comes right out. All of this stuff - broken glass and wood mostly - is falling into the pool and some guy jumps over to get it. He says it's because a neighbor down the street is having a huge party, and people are smashing and breaking things.
june 26
I'm with my mom, my brother, Rose, and her mom. We're all in Rose's moms car, and she's driving. My mom is in the passenger seat. The car is really big on the inside, and for some reason Rose's mom gets up and goes over to talk to my mom or show her something out the window. She tells my brother to take over the driving, but he doesn't want to, so Rose moves up. We're near the high school when we're hit by another car. Our moms are no longer in there, and the car flips, landing in the middle of some huge garage or warehouse. Rose flies out and the car lands on top of her. She's not hurt, but there is a lot of blood. I have a cell phone that I use to call 911. After telling the woman on the line about the accident, she asks me how we're going to pay. I say that I think I have enough insurance, but if not I can get some money together later. She tells me that we must pay before Rose can be taken to the hospital or anything. Later on everyone is sitting around the table and eating dinner when the guy who'd been driving the other car hit us shows up. I'm mad at him but everyone tells me not to be, because he had the right of way. I'm in a restaurant with Dana's parents and Maria. Maria keeps talking about a concert that she wanted to go to, but all she could do was watch it on TV. She said she saw Dana's parents in the audience. I kept having to ask her the name of the band over and over, and it was 'Evil'. She tells me that Dana's dad got to shake hands with the leader of the band. We're looking at this strange model of the bridges and bus systems in the area, and we're trying to figure out which one is the one that leads to all of the concerts. I'm being held in a mental hospital, along with another girl who is a friend. They keep trying to give us morphine to keep us sedated, and we want to be together but they keep separating us. I start to read a book to this little girl but I don't want to let her see it because someone drew a bunch of nasty pictures in it.
june 27
There are two girls (sisters, a few years apart) who are plotting to kill me. They had already killed some people, two of them were police officers. One they had made go crazy, and I came upon his car as he was in there committing suicide. They saw me so I ran away, but they didn't come after me right then. There is this whole parade of people walking along this weird path of steps. The girls get close to me so I try to stand off to the side to watch out for them. The younger one comes up and she has a weapon (either a sledgehammer or an ax), but I get away. I get home and they are chasing after me. Finally I get into my mom's room and lock her (my mom) and I inside. I tell her the girls are trying to kill me but she doesn't believe it. I am supposed to be in school, but instead I'm cutting to hang out with Maria. It's winter, snowing even, and we go to the office where her boss works. She gets her secretary to get some drinks (Schnapps, other stuff) and her daughter, who is a few years younger than me and is named Mia, comes in the office withus. I'm all involved in cleaning my room and I don't even know dinner has started until I come out and see everyone eating. Instead of going to get my dinner I have to go and sweep the bathroom floor. There's a whole bunch of red and black sand around the toilet. I go into my room and I have a DVD player in there. When I open the tray, there is a mini-disc in there. It's dark red and kind of shriveled. I take it out to the living room and it turns out to belong to one of my cousins. I'm helping out at a doctor's office and first I'm watching after this little boy before he goes to get a CAT scan. I have to give him a bath in this weird tub in a sink, but as soon as he gets into the water he turns into a doll the size of my palm. Then I am sitting with a guy in the examination room while he waits. He's having all of these problems with his eyes, but he doesn't want to take his pills. He starts having a seizure and I try to give him his medicine but it doesn't work, and he goes blind. I'm with my mom and a few other people in my room. She's going through the closet and starts talking about a girl doll that Chucky (from Child's Play) likes. He is there and asserts that he does like her. I'm talking to a guy (maybe a detective) about an alarm clock I keep hearing go off next door. We come up with a theory about why my neighbor didn't turn it off, either because he went to work really early or was on vacation.
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