May 2004

may 2
We're at the house in Pittsburg. There's this really cute guy I'm hanging out with, and we're in the living room about to use the phone to call a psychic, but my mom is getting annoyed so we go into another room. The guy is dialing and every time he either gets a busy signal or the psychic picks up but doesn't answer. We've almost given up when the phone rings, it's the psychic calling us back. They tell the guy this message from a spirit that he writes down on a paper with a weird red pen. The spirit is named something like Frank, and there was something bad that happened to his town or maybe just his family, I'm not sure what but there was something about blood. After the guy hangs up, the phone rings and it's this girl I went to elementary school with calling for me. We don't say much except for hi, how are you, and so forth. I tell her that I was thinking about her lately and was glad she called. She gives me her phone number, and the prefix seems weird to me so I ask if it's her cell phone number. She says no, that her grandmother wouldn't let her get one. It's evening and I walk into my room. The window is open and I see this older man walking in the backyard. I get freaked out and as soon as I think it's safe, I run in and close the window.

may 6
I'm with a group of people, searching for money in somebody's house. We've just found the safe when we hear their garage door opening, so we hurry and clean everything up. It's Easter and Rose is with us at the house in Pittsburg. My bedroom is empty except for a huge mattress that covers nearly the entire floor. She keeps falling asleep, even when I bring breakfast to the room. I'm looking in the mirror and see that my hair is really thinned out, so you can see a lot of my scalp. I get panicked and wonder how I didn't notice before, and wonder what they think about it at work. Then I realize it's a dream and that I'll have to look up the definition when I wake up. I've gone to a hospital in Walnut Creek because they have a really cool used book/thrift store. I get there by taking BART, but instead of just riding you have to crawl through these weird tunnels and windows and trap doors. In the hospital I start talking to this cute guy, and we go to the library. He sits down at his table with his younger brother while I go out into the hallway. I find a map that says the library is room 11, and the morgue (where the store I want to go to is) is in room 12, just across the hall, so I go. It looks just like a big waiting room, and I try to look serious and sad so no one will talk to me. I sit in a chair in the back, near the store area. They have almost nothing, the most noticeable thing being a black backpack. I've just driven back home, which looks like a farm. I realize I don't have my wallet or glasses because I didn't take them in the first place. I'm brushing my teeth, and use a water bottle to rinse. When I spit out the water I almost get it all over these letters on the ground. I'm at the movies and there's a couple who keeps on talking. I'm at work filling out my time card and this guy is asking someone about using the company van. He's going on some trip with his friends and says they're all going to be drinking, and he wants to make sure he's not going to be held liable if he has an accident. My mom has gone to the video store and brought back some movie (with John Leguizamo?) called 5/2 ("Five Over Two"). She's gotten two versions, the "regular" one and the "uncensored" one. She says, being Americans, we have a right to see the uncensored one. I ask her why she bothered to get the regular one, then.

may 15
The world is supposed to be ending soon. I'm with Rose and her brother and sister in Arizona. We're driving somewhere, and I take out my cellphone to look at it, and the screen cracks up all weird because I haven't added money to my account in so long. We go to their house and I keep getting freaked out by all of these weird bugs they have. I'm back at home, and I've made a snack (some cheese cubes on top of a few slices of ham). I turn around to do something, and when I turn back the ham is gone because my brother ate it, and of course I get really angry.

may 16
I'm out somewhere and there this is really weird guy following me around and spying on me. I try to avoid him and try to stay with other people. Eventualy I'm alone, though, and the guy comes up and tries to stab me. He gets me a couple of times in each arm, and we struggle over his knife (or maybe I have my own?) and I end up slitting his throat. I put bandages on my stab wounds. I run into Tom Hanks and we plan to hang out for the evening. Maria calls me on my cell phone and says she had been thinking that we could go out to dinner, but Dana was working so we should wait for another day. I tell her that I have Tom Hanks with me, so she says the three of us should go ahead and go to dinner.

may 18
I'm at my grandparent's house trying to take a shower, but everytime I find a bathroom it seems as if someone else wants to get in there. Finally I find one in the back to use, but the shower head is weird and far away from the actual stall, so I have to mess around with it to get it to work. When I'm still in there some girl comes and moves this rack of clothes that was behind me. I ask her if she can't wait, since I'm still showering and now people can see me, but she says no. We get into an argument but I know I won't do anything to get her into trouble since she has a baby. My family is at home in the living room, and there is this weird pet cricket my dad has that's jumping all around. If it goes too far from him, he can catch it with a fishing pole. Suddenly the cricket dies, and I look at this package he'd bought it in. It says he'd bought it in November 2002, and it expired this year, so no matter what time the cricket was actually born, it would die. He says he's going to plant it in the ground and grow another one.

may 20
I get involved with this group of girls who turn out to be a coven of witches. I'm at this meeting with them and they make me lick each page of this calendar even after my tongue gets all dry and scratched up. They make it so whenever I talk to someone who isn't in the coven, it comes out as gibberish. I'm leaving the meeting and I see this key under the table and take it. I want to use it as proof of the bad stuff they're doing but a couple of them see me find it so I hand it over to them. I'm trying to leave the place and have to walk down this weird stone steps, and the girls start trying to kill me. First they try shooting me (with a BB gun?) but I hide behind this wall of rock. Then they try to throw this huge stone block at my head but it veers away from me. I'm watching an episode of CSI where this young guy sees a huge bomb in the back of a car, and he's so surprised that he falls over into another car, hits his head, and passes out. This woman comes along to help him and she sees the bomb also, and has to run and tell whoever. The show is a crossover of all three CSI's. I'm in my bedroom and step in something wet, and realize that one of the dogs peed on my floor, so I have to clean it up. My family is at the house in Pittsburg, and I go into the backyard. It's full of people. In the middle of the lawn is this tent with two girls inside, who are spraying this stuff that's supposed to kill bees. They've been out there for hours. I accidentally get too close to the tent, and smell how awful the spray is. I go and tell my mom that if they've been out there all day and haven't killed all of the bees, they should just give up, and also that they're probably going to get brain damaged from breathing in so much of that stuff.

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