April 1998
april 4
My dad takes my brother and me to a concert at the Shoreline, which looks more like the stadium at Pitt. I talk to Maria for awhile and we want to leave. We run into Anne, who says she will give us a ride, but we decide to stay for whatever reason. We go to this big booth with a bunch of clothes and jewelry. I'm blowing up some balloons that have polka-dots and lots of colors. Maria and I decide to leave again, and we walk over to this intersection but she somehow disappears. I run into John and one of his friends so we hang out for awhile. We go across the street, and I see some people from my french class. When I leave I say goodbye to Michael.
april 9
I'm talking to Dana on the phone and singing Natalie Imbruglia's "Torn." My room is dark, and I have a ladder in my closet because I'm trying to read these newspaper articles taped to the wall. A guy I know from online is there and he has lots of masks like mine. Someone is trying to steal them so we go around trying to save them, and Greg helps us.
april 17
We're in PE and supposed to be filling out some information cards, but I don't feel like doing it so I don't. I'm hanging out with Dana, Mark and some other people at my house when Michael and some of his friends show up in a big van. We're outside talking to them and for some reason I throw a tantrum. I'm in biology class and the seats are all rearranged. Michael and some guy are sitting close to me, and so is Henrietta, who wants some help with this workbook thing we're doing.
april 18
These guys are out to kill Mark so he won't let the rest of us hang out with him. Despite that, Dana and Maria and I are out looking for him. We're in the front of the Creative Arts building and some girl asks me if I will pay her if she gives me a kiss. We're inside a building, and we go out this door into a big field. We see Mark's shoes on the ground and we know he is dead, so I start to cry. I'm walking around with Dana and this girl I used to talk to online at school. We pass by Dora and a couple of her friends so we decide we should go hide in the bathroom. The online girl takes her shirt off and she and Dana keep kissing. One of Dora's friends throws a water balloon at us so Dana and the girl go hide somewhere else. I stay in the bathroom for a few more minutes, and I find the two of them in a store with Mark buying a big soda.
april 25
Dana, Mark, Maria and I are walking around because we're planning to leave school. We cut through a field and we find Mr. Amir, who gives us a game that's like Clue but you play with candy pieces. I'm in the bathroom looking at the mirror, and I have this big bald spot on my head with some black goo on it.
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